[Lyric] Sistar Hyorin - 널 사랑하겠어 (I Chose to Love You)

 널 사랑하겠어 (I Chose to Love You)

Lyric and Produce by 김창기
Performed by SISTAR Hyorin
Original Sountrack of How to Love Smart 2
Released 2012  
 
 

[한글]

내 뜨거운 입술이 너의 부드러운 입술에 닿길 원해
내 사랑이 너의 가슴에 전해지도록..
아직도 나의 마음을 모르고 있었다면은
이 세상 그 누구보다 널 사랑하겠어

널 사랑하겠어 언제까지나
널 사랑하겠어 지금 이 순간처럼
이 세상 그 누구보다 널 사랑하겠어

어려운 얘기로 너의 호기심을 자극할 수도 있어
그 흔한 유희로 이 밤을 보낼 수도 있어
하지만 나의 마음을 이제는 알아줬으면 해
이 세상 그 누구보다 널 사랑하겠어

널 사랑하겠어 언제까지나
널 사랑하겠어 지금 이 순간처럼
이 세상 그 누구보다 널 사랑하겠어

널 사랑하겠어

널 사랑하겠어 언제까지나
널 사랑하겠어 지금 이 순간처럼
이 세상 그 누구보다 널 사랑하겠어

널 사랑하겠어 언제까지나
널 사랑하겠어 지금 이 순간처럼
이 세상 그 누구보다 널 사랑하겠어

널 사랑하겠어 언제까지나
널 사랑하겠어 지금 이 순간처럼
이 세상 그 누구보다 널 사랑하겠어

 
 

[Romanized]

Nae tteugeoun ipsuri neoui budeureoun ipsure dakil wonhae
Nae sarangi neoui gaseume jeonhaejidorok..
Ajikdo naui maeumeul moreugo isseotdamyeoneun
I sesang geu nuguboda neol saranghagesseo

Neol saranghagesseo eonjekkajina
Neol saranghagesseo jigeum i sungancheoreom
I sesang geu nuguboda neol saranghagesseo

Eoryeoun yaegiro neoui hogisimeul jageukhal sudo isseo
Geu heunhan yuhuiro i bameul bonael sudo isseo
Hajiman naui maeumeul ijeneun arajwosseumyeon hae
I sesang geu nuguboda neol saranghagesseo

Neol saranghagesseo eonjekkajina
Neol saranghagesseo jigeum i sungancheoreom
I sesang geu nuguboda neol saranghagesseo

Neol saranghagesseo

Neol saranghagesseo eonjekkajina
Neol saranghagesseo jigeum i sungancheoreom
I sesang geu nuguboda neol saranghagesseo

Neol saranghagesseo eonjekkajina
Neol saranghagesseo jigeum i sungancheoreom
I sesang geu nuguboda neol saranghagesseo

Neol saranghagesseo eonjekkajina
Neol saranghagesseo jigeum i sungancheoreom
I sesang geu nuguboda neol saranghagesseo


[English Translation]

My warm lips wants to touch your soft lips
So that my love will be delivered to your heart
If you still haven't known how I felt
More than anyone in this world I chose to love you

I chose to love you until the end of time,
I chose to love you like this moment right now,
More than anyone in this world I chose to love you

I can arouse your curiosity by saying difficult words
I can spend this night with that common game
But I want you to know my heart now
More than anyone in this world I chose to love you

I chose to love you until the end of time,
I chose to love you like this moment right now,
More than anyone in this world I chose to love you

I chose to love you

I chose to love you until the end of time
I chose to love you like this moment right now,
More than anyone in this world I chose to love you

I chose to love you until the end of time
I chose to love you like this moment right now,
More than anyone in this world I chose to love you

I chose to love you until the end of time,
I chose to love you like this moment right now,
More than anyone in this world I chose to love you

The Big Break

 I'm gonna talk about the big break that happened to me in 2009. It was the big break from college, the big break from social life, normal life, the big heart break.

Life changed.

In the essay I wrote for my College Entrance, I talked about how the University would be my second home, how I would work hard. I asked myself in that essay, and I quote "Would I give up or would I be careless of my own fate? Or maybe I could pass all the obstacles with my chin up."

Truth is, I give up not because I didn't care of my own fate, or that I couldn't pass the obstacles, but I give up because that's the only thing I could do.

In 2005, my dad left hometown to the capital, followed by my brother who graduated in 2007, leaving me and my mom behind. It's not a problem, they left because they had to, and my mom and I was okay. But when my mom followed them in 2009, that's when everything changed.

At first, I was fine, I was living with my grandma, I was doing good with college, I had no problem at all, until loneliness hit me. I think it was something about my own mind, I just felt abandoned, even though I was not. When the first term in college started (second half of the year) my will to survive college gradually went down, the subjects and tasks getting harder, and I just lost inspiration for my designs. The worst of it all is the money problem.

I started getting insomnia, I could only sleep an hour or two a day. Withdrawal and changed in personality makes me feel hard to see my friends, I started getting problem on working in team, even though my friends kept trying to make me feel better, but it's just me, I'd just went home early and working in my room all day. I suffered weight loss but my family 'praised' me for successfully losing weight. I lost 10 kg from 60 kg. It's weird to be praised when it was never you intention to begin with.

I was sick mentally and physically. I lost track of myself, of what I wanted, I started to changed from the person who wants to do things, to the person who will just do whatever others do, I used to say 'let's do this' but changed to someone who would say 'if you want to do it I'll go with you'. I started walking behind my friends instead of leading, I refused to talk in the presence of others, I don't want to make new friends, and I even cut my hair out of anger.

Suicidal thought started to make its debut in my mind.

Then I stopped going to college. 

What prevented me of suicide was the thought that I would bring shame to mom, to grandma, I would make them sad, I would make the whole family talked about my parents, I would make the people around them blaming those I left. Most of all, I would not achieve anything from it. I guess it was because I never thought of myself at the first place, that's why I don't do what I wanted to do. Not even suicide.

I've never talked about this to anyone, I don't like talking about it with others face to face, I am someone who would cry when I feel unfairness, and the whole things that happened to me is so unfair that I would cry my heart out if I ever started talking about this, and I hate it when people see me cry. That's why I put it on my blog, I don't care if no one reads it, I just want it out of my heart, to let go of the burden I've kept for so many years, and no, I am not crying right now. 

If you ever had the thought of suicide, please learn from me, death is just death, you don't gain anything of it, but leaving shame to those you left behind, those you probably hate, and love.

 

Thanks for reading.

Real Horror Stories of My Own Experiences (Episode 2)

The Dormitory

This is another events I experienced when I was in a boarding school back in 2000. I have lived in a Catholic Monastery Dorms for 6 months. I have experienced a lot of things in this dorm in that 6 months.

First I should share the schedules so that readers could get the feeling of how it was living in the boarding school. 

Now, here's the dorm areas.

Ground level of the Dormitory Area 

At the  ground level there are 1 large living room, 3 smaller guest rooms, 1 office room for the head of the dorm, 1 huge dining room, 1 big pantry, 1 huge main bathroom, 1 smaller bathroom with toilets, 1 huge locker room, 1 broom cupboard, 2 stair case sides.

Started with the story about the creepy broom cupboard under the stairs at the side of the huge main bathroom, some students said they could heard voices from inside the cupboard. It is also located side by side with the only toilet that was locked and forbidden to open. They said that toilet was locked since the dorm was still used as nuns dorm, the myth is a nun died committed suicide in there, but the head of our dorm confirmed that was only a hoax.

Here is the upper level of the dorm

  1. Huge Bedroom
  2. Toilet
  3. Small bedrooms (5 - 6 rooms)
  4. Locker room
  5. Bath toiletries storage / clothes and towels drying hangers
  6. Hidden room from the past

 

 

 

 

Accessed only from inside the second floor locker room, there was a secret door that led us to this hidden 8 rooms that would be annually cleaner up, the rooms were for special nuns that used their time only for praying.  Inside the room was a small bed, a sink, a toilet, and a table with a chair, and a chest. When i was in that dorm, i experienced the cleaning party. I personally think it was more like a prison.

I myself never experienced things from those places, but we (as in me and my friends) once saw the head of our dorm walked down the staircases from the monastery to our dorm while talking to her side, as if there was someone walking with her side by side, but there was no one.

Some says it was a Dutch nun, and some says that head-sister was actually talking in Dutch. It could be true because the one who said that knows Dutch since her father is a Dutch. But it could also be a lie because we (the others) don't know the language at all. 

What I experienced myself was when I saw a very pale nun walking through inside our room from the main door, passing my bed, through the door to the locker room. The thing is that door to the locker room is closed and locked since it was blocked with lockers. At first I thought it was our head-sister,thought it was only my hallucination because I was between wake up and falling asleep, but then the real head-sister came in and walk through the whole bedroom while knocking soft sticks around, chanting Hail Mary prayer.

About two weeks after that, our dorm make a renovation at the Toilet (#2 on picture above) that was closed with permanent wall on its door for so many years. There was a story around about the history of the toilet. They said a nun died in there when she was sick, she died there after coughing blood and the blood stained the walls, couldn't be cleaned. So the renovation started, and just a day after the wall demolished, one of our senior that had her bed next to the toilet door fell sick. Another story came out, she said she had a dream where she saw a nun died in that toilet from aborting her baby, and that the fetus and her blood was drained in that toilet, which is why she haunts that toilet. One Saturday night when most of us were either dancing or watching TV downstairs, some students who were taking care of this senior ran downstairs, screaming, asking help from us and some ran to the monastery to get our head-sister. They said, this sick senior was sleeping when she suddenly got up and speaks gibberish, pointing at the door with wide eyed, they tried to pull her away from the toilet (the renovation hasn't finished yet), but this senior seems to be so strong no one can pull her away. She keeps banging on the toilet door that was locked.

When the head-sister came with some other nuns from the monastery, we were all told to go to the dining room and stay there until dismissed. Some seniors were told to guard us and one nun came with us to make sure we were in order. It was Saturday night, we were supposed to have fun, but instead we were told to sit in the dining room, praying Novena. I couldn't remember the time, but it took long until our head-sister came in and told us that everything will be okay from now on, we were also told to keep the toilet clean and not smelly when the we use it in the future.

Horror stories about our dorm spreads out, some got seriously scared, I was scared, but the reason why I only lived there for 6 months before moving to another dorm outside the school complex was not because of this scary experiences. It was because we could only go home once a month, every first weekend. Any kind of comic books and novels were forbidden, no gadgets are allowed to bring in. Means, no fun unless it is watching TV or listening to music and dancing on Saturday night. I couldn't adapt to it, i grew up reading encyclopedia books and comics, I spent time listening to radio or cassette tape, and I always gets ranked high in school (elementary).

After I moved in to another dorm outside the Monastery area, I could bring my handphone and spoke with mom every day, I can read books / comics when I don't feel like taking a nap, I can listen to my favorite music while studying, and my studying went well. I even ranked #1 in class. Meaning, you can't control your children, you should let them learn and study the way they feel most comfortable, even if they don't ranked as best students, you should never tell them how to live their life.

KPOP and I

Korean Wave had entered my country, Indonesia, since year 2000. At that time, Indonesian were still not interested with Korean Pop or dramas. Not until 가을동화 [Ga Eul Dong Hwa] or Autumn in My Heart, or also widely known as Endless Love become a headline. People started to watch more Korean dramas, such as 겨울연가 [Gyeo Ul Yeon Ga] or Winter Sonata. If I'm about to list out the dramas, I could only list up the most popular ones, like Full House, [Goong] or Princess Hours, 대장금 [Dae Jang Geum] or Jewel in the Palace, 동이 [Dong Yi], and of course I should and must mention 꽃보다 남자 [Kkot Bo Da Nam Ja] or Boys Over Flowers which was the started of it all.

But when did Korean Wave started getting its well-deserved attention in this country?

Super Junior would be the first group mentioned if you ask 'Kpoppers' back then in mid 2000s, and even though there are so many groups known by now, Super Junior is still one of the popular one.

But I'm here talking about my Kpop life, so when did I started 'stanning' KPOP? I'll say, 2002 or so, and it wasn't cause by any Korean drama, in fact it was because a Taiwanese drama MVP 情人 [MVP Qíng Rén] or MVP Lover. The drama used some Korean song for its soundtrack, and that was the beginning. I started stanning BoA after I listened to No.1 and Waiting, and then Shinhwa for their Perfect Man and Shout, Fly to the Sky for their Sea of Love.

 

I got to know WAX after her songs 사랑하고 싶어 (I Want to Love) and 날 떠난 이유 (Reason Why I Left You) were used in At the Dolphin Bay drama. Also, Baby VOX, ever since I heard Coincidence.

That's how I became a Kpopper. The name 'Kpopper' itself is barely used now, usually people will call themselves as Korean Lovers.

I became a Cassiopeia (fan of 동방신기 [Dong Bang Shin Ki] or well known as TVXQ) in 2007, and that's when I started to learn about antis and about how toxic and dangerous they are. Then there were fan-wars between Cassiopeia and VIP (Bigbang fans). Even after Bigbang and TVXQ made a collaboration stage for SBS Gayo Daejeon, the fan-wars still happen here and there.


But the worst antis was Girls Generation's antis. The black ocean in 2008 was the worst and it should never happen to any performance.

And I was also a S♥NE (read: 소원 [So Won], means: Wish], that moment was really sad. I was mad.

Anyway.

There was this thing that we called as 'Gathering', it's an event where Kpoppers meet and shares our interest with each other, it was a thing until early 2010 before Korean Concerts started entering our country's venue. Of course, Rain was the first singer to held a concert in Indonesia, it was on 2009, but after 2010, there were a lot of concerts.

Not only concert, the thing we called 'antis' also started happening. They were already existed since 2000s, but back in that era, there were only antis of certain group, in this topic I meant antis of Kpopper. Ever since the Korean wave hit big in Indonesia, everything is Korean involved, even the towel in the market would be labeled as 'Korean towel'. I'm not surprised if people in general would feel irritated by that, even I felt irritated.

Back to my fangirling life. Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu decided to leave TVXQ in 2009, and I was sad, I chose to leave the fandom than to be torn inside being a Cassiopeia at that time. I've been to several Cassiopeia's gatherings, and I like being in that circle, but since JYJ is leaving, there was chaos.

I focused on Bigbang, 2NE1, and Girls Generation since then. But in 2011, I found the perfect fandom to join, and that is A+ (fan of MBLAQ), and all of it because I watched Sesame Player

A+ is a peaceful fandom that will only care of MBLAQ, the fandom name itself came from the fact that all MBLAQ members' blood type are A. 

But my bias, Lee Joon, along with Thunder, left the group after their contract expired in 2014 (just two years after that unforgettable concert). That broke my heart, to the extent that I don't want to listen to Kpop anymore.

But in 2015, I finally find my last group I'll ever stan. EXO.

I know I was late like for 3 years long, but it's better than never.

I happen to stan EXO at the right time. EXO was there when I was alone, their songs kept my spirit when I was down, and when I was at the darkest side of my life, I have EXO to make me smile. This time, it's not just a fangirling thing, but I admire them as an adult. Some might say they grew up stanning EXO, but I am thankful that at least, in my life, I stan the right one.

I don't and won't regret stanning EXO whatever happen. 

The Second Home Essay

Satu lagi hal penting yang menjadi bagian dari diri saya saat masih berjuang menjadi mahasiswa baru di Universitas Sam Ratulangi Manado. Di sini saya akan membagi tulisan saya yang memenangkan saya hadiah sebesar IDR 800.000 dalam rangka pemilihan mahasiswa baru terbaik di tahun 2007. Selamat membaca, semoga menginspirasi.


The Second Home
ditulis oleh Theresa T (NIM: 070212087)
Jurusan Arsitektur - Kelompok Kalkulus IV

“Kampusku adalah rumahku”, sebuah kalimat yang sangat sederhana namun juga memiliki makna yang sangat mendalam. Memang benar jika para mahasiswa dan mahasiswi menyebut kampus sebagai rumah kedua mereka. Kampus sebagai rumah dimana para penghuninya memiliki keluarga dan sahabat yang senantiasa saling tolong-menolong dan saling menghargai satu sama lain.

Sebagai seorang individu, saya memiliki tujuan yang sama dengan rekan-rekan mahasiswa yang lain saat memilih kampus dan jurusan yang tepat untuk kami, yakni menggapai cita-cita dan harapan, dan untuk menggapai semua itu kampus adalah tempat yang tepat untuk kami.

Kampus merupakan tempat untuk mengemban ilmu dan untuk mendapatkan keluarga yang baru, selayaknya berada di rumah sendiri. Sebagai mahasiswa, saya memiliki para dosen yang bertindak langsung sebagai orang tua dan sahabat saya, tanpa mengesampingkan tugas mereka sebagai pengajar. Saya juga memiliki rekan-rekan mahasiswa dan para senior yang bertindak sebagai saudara bagi saya, yang tak lebih dan tak kurang, menjadi kakak dan adik bagi saya.

Ada sebuah perumpamaan yang sangat saya sukai, yang saya dengan dalam sebuah tayangan televisi. Perumpamaan ini tentang seorang ibu. Seorang ibu diibaratkan seperti seorang pelayan dan sekaligus guru, seperti seorang dokter dan seorang sahabat. Begitupun saya memandang peran kampus dalam hidup saya. Saya diberikan ilmu oleh para dosen, diberikan teladan oleh para senior, dengan begitu saya belajar untuk membagikan ilmu yang saya miliki kepada orang lain, dan memberikan teladan yang layak dan patut dicontoh. Setiap kali ada kesalahan, saya akan diberikanteguran dan diajari untuk menjadi benar, dengan begitu saya tidak akan terus-menerus terpuruk dalam kesalahan dan akan bangkit demi memperbaiki apa yang menjadi kekurangan saya. Sebagai sahabat bagi satu sama lain dengan mahasiswa lainnya, saya bersedia untuk selalu saling berbagi dalam suka maupun duka. Saling mendorong semangat dan tekad. Seperti yang dimaksudkan dalam semboyan “sitou timou tumou tou” yang memiliki arti bahwa "Manusia baru dapat disebut sebagai manusia, jika sudah dapat memanusiakan manusia".

Hal-hal yang telah saya sebutkan dan jelaskan tadi merupakan sebuah awal dalam mencapai suatu kepuasan intelektual demi mendapatkan karir yang sukses di masa depan. Dalam kehidupan bermasyarakat, terutama sebagai seorang mahasiswa, bukan hanya tujuan individual yang harus saya penuhi tapi juga tujuan kolektif. Dengan begitu, saya baru bisa menjadi orang yang sukses.

Masa-masa selama proses mencapai tujuan kolektif tersebut, tempat yang akan paling mempengaruhi saya tentunya adalah kampus. Tempat yang menjadi pusat kegiatan seluruh mahasiswa. Tempat dilaksanakannya seluruh kegiatan-kegiatan kampus. Mulai dari kegiatan belajar dan mengajar, kegiatan organisasi, kegiatan kerohanian, dan kegiatan-kegiatan bermanfaat lainnya.

Dengan dilaksanakannya seluruh kegiatan-kegiatan di kampus tersebut, maka secara tidak langsung waktu yang dihabiskan oleh para mahasiswa lebih banyak di kampus dibandingkan di rumah masing-masing. Kegiatan yang terus ada dari pagi sampai sore dan tugas-tugas perkuliahan yang menyita sebagian besar waktu tanpa batas membuat kampus menjadi tempat multi-fungsi, sebagai tempat belajar, tempat berorganisasi, berkreasi, bersosialisasi, dan beristirahat.

Banyak mahasiswa yang secara sadar melakukan aktivitas dan rutinitasnya di kampus. Namun , tidak banyak yang menyadari bahwa apa yang mereka lakukan itu adalah sebuah kebutuhan dan bukanlah sebuah kewajiban atau keharusan belaka. Kuliah merupakan suatu tindakan yang secara perlahan-lahan tumbuh menjadi sebuah kebiasaan yang sukar dihilangkan.

Mungkin pada awalnya, mahasiswa baru merasa lelah dengan rutinitas yang menumpuk. Kesulitan beradaptasi dengan lingkungan sekitar yang masih terasa asing. Seperti menempati sebuah rumah baru, seseorang memerlukan waktu yang tidak singkat untuk menyesuaikan dirinya dengan lingkungan dan keadaan yang belum pernah dirasakannya sebelumnya. Namun, seiring berjalannya waktu, seseorang itu akan merasa nyaman dan terbiasa. Hal inilah yang saya alami sebagai mahasiswa baru, tapi keyakinan saya untuk bisa menjadi ‘tuan rumah’ yang baik membuat saya semangat untuk melewati hari-hari pertama saya yang masih canggung.

Setelah menempati ‘rumah’ ini cukup lama, pada akhirnya akan muncul juga rasa bosan. Bosan dengan rutinitas yang setiap harinya sama dan melelahkan, maka itu harus diadakan sebuah renovasi yang bisa memberikan suasana baru yang lebih segar dan menyenangkan, karena dengan begitulah kita bisa bertahan, dan saya sadar akan hal itu, hal yang pasti akan saya alami dan lewati, nanti.

Menyadari akan hal-hal tersebut membuat saya selalu memikirkan apa yang akan terjadi kedepan. Apakah saya pada akhirnya akan menyerah? Ataukan saya akan masa bodoh dengan nasib saya sendiri? Atau mungkin, saya akan berhasil melewati masa-masa itu dengan kepala terangkat.

Tapi, semua itu kembali pada diri saya sendiri dan lingkungan saya. Kampus saya dan rumah saya, atau keduanya. Kampusku adalah rumahku, siapa yang akan berpendapat lain? Memang benar merupakan rumah bagi mahasiswa. Bahkan, mulai hari ini, hari pertama saya memulai perjuangan saya menggapai cita-cita saya, menjadi mahasiswa di Universitas Sam Ratulangi, saya sudah menyadari bahwa kelak, akan tiba saat dimana kampus ini akan menjadi sebuah tempat yang sangat saya rindukan.

Kampus ini tak akan saya lupakan, meskipun kelak saya akan menempati ‘rumah’ yang baru, namun kenangan dan perjuangan yang ada dan akan terus ada itu, tak akan pernah tergantikan.


Viva Teknik

That Time When I Was Really Lucky

I've posted this on my previous blog that I couldn't open again because it was registered with a yahoo mail account and now blogger only use google account so I must verify the ID and password using my phone number which I don't use anymore.... let's just move on with that blog, but I'd like to rewrite this here. This is about that time when I was a fan of MBLAQ and I got two free tickets to their concert when I was broke. Like, it doesn't happen all the time, but yeah, a simple competition won me a golden time (not to mention I got the gold seats too).

 

The competition was held by Korean Culture and Information Service on HiSeoul facebook page on July 2012. They were giving free tickets for 15 best entry on 'Write Your MV Concept for MBLAQ Non-MV Song' (I made up that title but that's what it was all about).

I made a futuristic time travel to Joseon era theme for MBLAQ - RUN, and it was actually used for their SBS Gayo Daejun performance at the end of the year (or at least that's what I think happened). I mean, they usually used ninja concept when performing this song, but at this performance they combined futuristic concept with traditional joseon type scenes at the background, so just let me have my own happy imagination. But it did won me something unforgettable anyway. Here if you want to read the MV script i wrote, to read it comfortably, just copy and paste it on MS Word first, you've been warned.

I had to use fan video because the SBS' ones can't be played here.

The BLAQ% Concert was held in June 30, 2012, in Mata Elang International Stadium, Ancol, North Jakarta.

I can still remember the feeling in my heart when I entered the venue, the first song I heard playing on the speakers while the audiences, the fans, were still entering the venue and taking seats, was MBLAQ - One. I was so excited when I arrived at the Gold section's front row where two seats were booked for me, and my cousin who's also a fan that I took along with me because I had two free tickets. Here to get a view of how the venue was.


I couldn't sit calmly on my seat because I can't  help but being so hyper about the event that was about to start in minutes (it was delayed for 15 minutes), and then the fans started chanting "MBLAQ!
MBLAQ! MBLAQ! MBLAQ! MBLAQ!" until the lights dimmed and we all just screamed our heart out.

The concert started with a VCR of MBLAQ fighting in the rain with other dudes, then the members' names displayed one by one. Only a second after, the ninja dancers jumped into the stage and starts their performance, followed by MBLAQ coming up slowly from under the stage.

MBLAQ - Run was the first song they performed. What a coincidence.

There will be no fan video made by me or my cousin uploaded anywhere because they were full of our dirty talks and unearthly screaming. But we got some pictures of them, I'll share some of them.






Disclaimer, these pics was uploaded on my old blog too, that watermark is mine. 

After waving goodbye and left the venue, we walked with our new friends who also won the free tickets like me, we met when we were claiming our tickets. She was also the lucky one who won the lottery to get the only platinum seat and backstage pass. Yes, out of 15 winners, one would get that by taking numbers when claiming tickets.

She took this pic and shared with us.

Anyway, the concert was a success one despite of not being sold out, but all the fans were happy, the boys also did their best, I lost my voice, and my cousin almost fought with a security for the bouquet of flower Seungho was holding when he performed. That flower wasn't given away but it was above a cabinet in the waiting room to the backstage where we were waiting for our friend meeting MBLAQ inside their room, my cousin wanted it as Seungho was her bias, but the security took it away. 😂

This cousin of mine, she's a fighter. I must tell you, she did jumped off the fence between gold section and ran to the front row of the platinum section, so that she could took clear pictures of the boys (the five pictures before the one above was taken by her), she was caught by a security member at that section but instead of backing away, she told the security to back off, and the security did. I didn't go with her because I'm too timid to jump off the fence.

That night was an unforgettable event for me.

[Lyric] Triplane - Dear Friends (OST. One Piece)

Back with another favorite song of mine, the song that was played at the saddest moment of One Piece anime, the song with deep meaning, and always urge me to shed a tear. Oh I miss my friends.


Kanji

毎日陽が沈むまで 泥まみれになりながら
無邪気に過ごした日々も捨て難いけれど
夢見る僕が居てもそれはそれで僕だから
ジグソーパズルみたいにはまってなくて良い

誰かの "Yes" が君にとって "No" であるのと同じように
いつだって自由なはずだから
明日 風が通り抜けた時にパズルが欠けていたとしても
誰もそれを責めたりしないよ

あの日夢見た僕らは 間違いじゃないと信じて
荒くうねる海原を渡って行ける

君の胸の痛みだって 僕らは知っているから

もしも君がこの船を下りて違う世界に居たとしても
最後にはきっと笑えるよ

今でも僕らは夢を見ているよ
託されたその想いも乗せて

荒れたこの海原を痛みと戦って今日も行く
約束が嘘にならないように
そしていつか
僕らの船を下りた違う世界に居る君に
完成したパズルを届けよう
 
 

Romaji

Mainichi hi ga shizumu made
Nazuma mire ni nari nagara
Mujaki ni sugoshita hibi mo sute gatai keredo
Yumemiru boku ga ite mo sore wa sore de boku dakara
JIGUSOO PAZURU mitai ni wa
Matte nakute ii

Dareka no “Yes” ga kimi ni totte
“No” dearu no to onaji you ni
Itsudatte jiyuu na hazu dakara
Ashita kaze ga toori nuketa toki ni
PAZURU ga kakete ita toshitemo
Daremo sore wo semetari shinai yo

Ano hi yumemita bokura wa
Machigai ja nai to shinjite
Araku uneru unabara wo watatte ikeru
Kimi no mune no itami datte
Bokura wa shitte iru kara
Moshimo kimi ga kono fune wo kudarite
Chigau sekai ni ita toshite mo Saigo ni wa kitto waraeru yo

Ima demo bokura wa yume wo mite iru yo
Takusareta sono omoi mo nosete

Areta kono unabara wo itami to tatakatte kyou mo yuku
Yakusoku ga uso ni nara nai you ni
Soshite itsuka
Bokura no fune wo kudarita chigau sekai ni iru kimi ni
 Kanseishita PAZURU wo todoke you
 
 

translation [english]

Until each and every day sinks, while being covered in mud
It's hard to give up those days that I innocently went through
Because even for a dreamer like me, that's that, after all... here I am.
You may not wait, like the 'jigsaw puzzle'.

Someone's "YES" would be the same as "NO" for you
Because you always have to be free.
When tomorrow's wind has cut through And left the puzzle with missing pieces,
Even then, no one's going to blame it (the wind).

That day, dreamers like ourselves believe that we're not wrong.
Be able to traverse the raging ocean.
Cause we know the pain in your heart as well.
Even if you get off this ship, and live in a different world
In the end, you will surely smile

We still have the dream
Taking with us this feeling that we were entrusted with.

I'll go fight with the stormy ocean and the pain today
So that our promise won't turn into a lie.
And someday,
For you who left our ship and now lives in a different world
We'll send the completed puzzle